Disappointed

I really feel so disappointed to myself.... so true.... i did everything so badly...... how am i gonna change this situation???? Actually i really hope to quit, it make me feel so stress and irresponsible... but i cant just leave so..... my heart really tell me so....... when the heart change.... then no one can pull me back...... i know myself n this fact so so so well...........

Just keep telling myself gambateh....... GAMBATEH!!!!!