at the end i din go...

so weird... at the end i choose not to go... y i din go?? i think i noe the reason.. is just that i try to escape from knowing... all the old memories refresh back... so clear... seems like just happening... the diffrence is now im not that sad anymore... but stil hidding myself... i think so... when that happen, i hide all my feeling from every1 for around 6 month... after i think myself is calm down, i only can say it out... it realy change me a lot... i bcome talkactive, dare to speak out all my feeling.. n a lot... i seema to b reborn.. bcome a new me.. hopefully, im totally cure now... not sad anymore, n continue to b a happy karyeng... karyeng, gambateh oh!!