how should i think ar??

i really don noe how should i think... i can think of both side... yup.. is both side.. the positive side n negative side.. mayb should say intepret.. im a person who like to interpret things.. let me interpet this issue.. r u really so bc??? if let say yes, i should feel thankful n b happy.. bcauz u willing to take out 2 n half hour to meet wit me... but watch on the other side, is so fuyan.. bcauz if really so busy n nid to make the time so pack, wat 4 arrange on today.. do u noe i push the time to go to teluk intan to the evening just to meet u... u r really so bc til so difficult to meet u....thats the reason i don like to ask u yum cha... bcauz is so difficult... both of us live in ipoh n can say quite near.. but is so difficult to come out.. even more difficult to meet them who study at kl... so how should i think?? now i hav the good reason to b no worry liao... the time is so short, where wil hav any cold situation?? my worry b4 that is so wasting time... so 4 saying that.. i noe im not standing on the fence... im more towards the negative side... now, hoping that it wil really work... hoping so... or mayb just cancel it..... push it to a date that v also don noe when... which is the good way?? cancel it or i wait u?? let me think about it...