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mayb i hav totally wake up... totally understand everything hav already past... or mayb i already noe it 4 a long time... just i alwaz try to ignore it... after meet that day, it is more clear... it is only possible to just b fren... v already miss the chance to b best fren... at sat, v seems so mo sheng... it take times to pupuk balik gan qing... but u really don hav time, right? it take a long time to catch back everything... but u don hav time... when is our next time yam cha? u surely cant ans me... i wil b learning siew yee style... got he jiu no me... once he is bside u, i surely won go near u.. n he is alwaz b wit u.. means is already impossible to meet u in skul... wan him sik du is also impossible.. he don noe v r best fren b4 also.. so the conclusion is already til the end... is the time really 4 me to put all things down.. really 100% put down.. yesterday, they say i regret.. they say through the way i talk, it show regret.. i din deny it.. is true.. but it already past, no use to say anything any more... 1 more reason 4 me to say that our goood frenship had died is... u r not my first choice to tel n share my problem anymore... is same 4 u too.. wil i b the first person u think when u nid a person to listen to u?? good fren wil share problem together... but lets think wat v chat that day... mostly is not related to us, just people or things that happen around us... how much i noe u?? n how much u noe me?? time wil let a person change... how much both of us had change.. this blog actually is start bcauz of u.. i nid a place to write out all my feeling.. kip in heart is so bad... not good to health... writing it out give me a sense of release... although i already make a decision to put everything down, im not sure wil u stil appear on my blog... but i wil continue to write until i totally cure... all the good memories i wil alwaz remember... v really so close last time... i wil keep all the photo v take together forever... is so waste i lost the "da tou zhao" v take togeher as i lost my wallet... do u stil hav it? wil b having bbq togeher wit me class let me remember 1 thing.. one time when v go rui min house 4 bbq, v wear so alike.. same t-shirt, same style of pants... so alike, like twims... it come to the end... 4 other person, v like couple... so is time to break up... v fen shou ba... i wil stil alwaz remember u...

ps: yoon teng, continue to write blog.. don freeze it oh...