thanx 4 having u

really thanx a lot... if without u, i mayb wil get crazy liao...as i totally cant show out n say out that im so down n sad... during day time, i nid to pretend to b happy in front of my family... but during night time when i am alone, i really cant stand it... really torture.... tats y i go find u... bcauz i really nid a person to listen to me.. at first, i think i can stand 4 it... as i think i already use to it... but at last, i stil cant... mayb im not as brave as i think.. or mayb i already lost all my energy..... but after telling u, i think i noe wat should i do.... as he wanna calm down, y don i do the same thing also..... calm down n think wat i wan...... thanx 4 wanna come back to counsell me woh.... my private counsellor... i think tonight i won cry anymore lah... wil smile n go sleep... like wat say... got time jiu think of u n do my job 4 waiting ur sms...